Wow, A month huh? It's been a long time, and I don't even know where to start.

My sister in law got married, and we worked liked dogs to get it all done.  Two days after, and my feet, legs and back finally stopped hurting.  We came back from early from our mini vacation to avoid more work there, and so I could go back to work here. 

Did I mention that Pete's car quit? Yeah, and we haven't replaced it.  Not enough money or deals.  Used cars are a rip off right now! Everyone thinks their piece of shit is gold, and I'm seeing cars with 200k miles on them for $4000!  I might have to convert to be a Mennonite so I can have a horse and buggy and not look weird.  Who am I kidding, I still would look strange, and...I really don't think their church would take me.

Work has been a nightmare for the last few years. So bad, I drank a beer out fo the fridge at noon one day.   There are two problems with that, one, I'm not a beer drinker, and two, why was there beer in the fridge at work? I don't care, I just wish someone would leave vodka.

I caught wind of the boss's newest plan...they are buying another building.  Great, I don't think it'll be a good move, but who am I? I wasn't happy with the thought either way, then yesterday he showed some people our building...and they want to move in AUGUST 1st!! 

That will leave me a few days over a month to pack and move all my stuff, in the middle of peak season no less. They still have to close on the new building, and remodel the space to work for us, fix the roof, and install central air. I know how this is going to happen,it'll be July 30th, and they will be half way done. We'll have to move in the middle of all the construction and crap.  note to self, pack a flask.

We are getting close to the time frame for the plan.  The original plan was for us to start trying to get pregnant the end of August. I don't know if we're going to be able to continue with it. Between time and money...ON one hand I feel that we should start trying, cause most likely it'll take months if not years anyway, even with the fertitlity drugs, I'm not getting any younger.  If we put off trying...well, it makes it more likely that we won't have any at all.  If it hasn't happened by the time I'm 35, we're going to stop.  The health risks are high enough that we are worried about it.  Postponing now will only narrow our window. I don't know, everytime I think about all the shit it just depresses me more.

On an upside, Cami is a doll of cat, and we do not regret getting her at all. :)